It was about the apocalypse. I learned that there was someone who was basically hypnotizing this entire nation of people to climb to the top of a staircase that went into the sky, and then to jump off just before they reached the top; ending the existence of this nation/humanity. The person's reason for it was different than what they were telling people the reason for it was - it was a lie. Knowing that everybody was going to die for the wrong reason, I went insane but I couldn't get to the hospital in time.
I dreamt I took ecstasy. I kept dreaming "don't put me to sleep." The world was made of water, there was a rare red flower with an opal coloured gem being held around the roots. When it was cracked, a venomous, white, slimy clear snake came out of it. Everybody ran away.
Everyone went crazy after reading the diary of someone else. Standing speechless, confused, thoughtless, only had the need to die.
There were people's childhood favourites (toys, blankets) that were sort of possessed and almost seemed to have the ability to kill them.
I was at a beach. Washing up on the shore were books labeled with subjects and inside, every thought I've ever had about or related to that subject. I got lost in the woods after that and I came across a path leading me to a small group of odd looking beings with eyeballs on their foreheads and on the back of their necks and designs painted across their chests and backs and arms. They made it rain with the books.
We were at some sort of camp? We had to stop Indians from destroying trains but before that me and a girl who was like my sister had to run but we were both weak and we both took turns running and carrying each other she was stronger than me. We had to blow the trains up and they'd keep coming for us, they seemed nice but they wanted to kill us. We'd do those sorts of things and one day we decided to go see a movie (?) and it was 6 hours long in a department store/mall sort of place and before that it was an extreme water park waterfall thing where we'd fly down it and we had weird powers and then the movie began and it transformed but
I dreamt about a house. Every family that moved in, someone was chosen by a bad spirit who would dwell on the property, to murder somebody else. In the beginning of the dream, a woman who was eight months pregnant and bathing in the river found herself unable to move, and going into labor. She birthed her child under the water, who was a stillborn. Mourning her loss, the baby changed its shape in the water to an odd figure, which proceeded to devour her and never be seen again. The husband who came home that night lived many months distraught of his "missing wife" and eventually put the house up for sale.
Some of the murders that took place
I dreamt we did mushrooms and ate morning glory flowers and i set a store on fire and then I realized what I did so I bleached my hair and ran ran ran ran ran up this building and it was so "lysergic" and the police woman couldn't tell it was me and I ran anyways and went on a bus to a theatre where there was a field and a sun
I dreamt that a girl died. She was at the beach, and got a bad cut on her leg, so she went with a friend to the parking lot to catch a bus there, and a car hit her.
We were inside a tree. There were ghosts of dead children singing.
Prisoners (in the 60's) were being made to narrate a girl's acid trip
She was on the beach, a man was following her, but then he turned to smoke and disappeared, she walked up stairs into clouds
A man interrupted the presentation, a prisoner, (he got in big trouble for this) he said "can I just say, you're too insightful for it never and too expensive for it twice, only once" then a girl outside drove away
I dreamt about a lake, leaving phones and things behind on shore/forgetting them, water, coming home, road kill on sides of the street. Building houses behind our house, the world overflowing with water.
I've been dreaming a lot more lately.
Last night I dreamt I was at work, we were asked to all leave early because of an apocalyptic storm that was nearing that afternoon. They paid us all a few extra dollars depending on how long we'd worked there for. I had only been working there for a month and a half so I got paid 1.00 extra. I didn't have a ride home and the phones were down, so I stood outside with my childhood best friend (who does not work there in real life) and I smoked a cigarette while she was talking about how many people she hoped would die.
The dream switched I guess, there was a man who walked by us at work but the dream fol
It was about the apocalypse. I learned that there was someone who was basically hypnotizing this entire nation of people to climb to the top of a staircase that went into the sky, and then to jump off just before they reached the top; ending the existence of this nation/humanity. The person's reason for it was different than what they were telling people the reason for it was - it was a lie. Knowing that everybody was going to die for the wrong reason, I went insane but I couldn't get to the hospital in time.
I dreamt I took ecstasy. I kept dreaming "don't put me to sleep." The world was made of water, there was a rare red flower with an opal coloured gem being held around the roots. When it was cracked, a venomous, white, slimy clear snake came out of it. Everybody ran away.
Everyone went crazy after reading the diary of someone else. Standing speechless, confused, thoughtless, only had the need to die.
There were people's childhood favourites (toys, blankets) that were sort of possessed and almost seemed to have the ability to kill them.
I was at a beach. Washing up on the shore were books labeled with subjects and inside, every thought I've ever had about or related to that subject. I got lost in the woods after that and I came across a path leading me to a small group of odd looking beings with eyeballs on their foreheads and on the back of their necks and designs painted across their chests and backs and arms. They made it rain with the books.
We were at some sort of camp? We had to stop Indians from destroying trains but before that me and a girl who was like my sister had to run but we were both weak and we both took turns running and carrying each other she was stronger than me. We had to blow the trains up and they'd keep coming for us, they seemed nice but they wanted to kill us. We'd do those sorts of things and one day we decided to go see a movie (?) and it was 6 hours long in a department store/mall sort of place and before that it was an extreme water park waterfall thing where we'd fly down it and we had weird powers and then the movie began and it transformed but
Psst, here's a secret. Your last mortal thought will be, "why did I take so many days just like today for granted?" If "God" is our Father, then Satan must be our cousin. There are some things in life that are hard to explain, like places where poetry hides; places like lungs after you cry, nightmares, handwriting, balloons that float away, sticks of incense, behind the retinas of animals and your mother and people you have no reason to dislike, the feeling of grasshopper hearts in your fingers, smoke, phobias, too much whiskey, dead leaves, yawns. Some things you remember for no reason, and some things you forget for a good rea
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Literature
here we go this i where we are
What remains is a mouthful of
ashes, and with a
portion of dust in your nasal
cavity and stomach (pumping with
sludge-bile now), it may be good thing to
replenish your putrid spoiled shell.
It sheds its skin before now like empty testicles;
the old skin falls to the floor and Satan,
He spits dead milk in your face and
(you don't dare touch him)
I am ocean headed, with thoughts like
currents that whirl and surge.
Feeble eyed, I watch
as these rhythmic spirits among humanity's
deranged ascend into the summit of their
anatomy and promptly distort their mentality
(where fate directs its puppets,
like needle and thread.) I know that they dwell
betwixt the earth and heaven, grass against the clouds and
they hunt the hearts of mortals. Allowed you are, to
label me as nonsensical, but I know myself that these
low-lying phantoms catch my tears with
laughter.
I’m Robyn and I use here as an (attempt) outlet for me to say what’s on my mind without getting into details. I’m an artist with no motivation. I listen to a thoughtful/unhealthy amount of music. My brain works differently than normal people’s and I think about everything. I probably hate you. Feel free to ask me anything.
Current Residence: New Hampshire. Favourite genre of music: Black metal, and everything else.
WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with? Myself.
2. What is your weapon of choice? A sword.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Sure.
4. How about of the same sex? Sure.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? I don't know.
6. What is your pet peeve? People who put on a mask to hide their real self / people who lie about things to be cool.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? Grudges, but that doesn't mean I can't forgive. I just never forget.
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't? Wash dishes, laundry, make bed, shower, everything.
2. What is the latest